I have to start by saying, I am not a writer. Sometimes my words and sentences just don’t make any sense. I am a convict of improper grammar. Secretly, I am proud of it. My excuse to my pride, how is a language going to evolve if it only plays by rules? I am a rebel without a cause.

I am not new to blogging. I have had several blogs. They are usually private and only a few of my closest friends are allowed to read it. It’s not that I am a secret agent with much undisclosed information. I am very private. I don’t like people very much. Perhaps, I’ve been hurt so many times from so many people that I fear getting to know people on a personal level. I hope by opening this blog, I can alleviate some of that anxiety.

I am currently living in New York. I was born and raised in Providence, RI. My childhood was full of tears, fears and jeers, but somehow we managed to laugh and celebrate. I’ve been living in New York for the past five years. Prior to that, I lived in NJ. That’s a whole different story that one day I will get into.

I work in Conference Services. I sell and help organize corporate events. It’s a fun job. Each event is different and each customer is unique. I love putting the customer first. I like my job. Though, sometimes when we are slow, I have instant fears of failure.

I am currently 17 weeks pregnant. This is my first child. I am really excited. I wonder if there is a baby boom. Many people seem to be pregnant. I wonder sometimes if my pregnancy is trendy. Overall, there is nothing horrible happening. I am content with my life. Ask me tomorrow and that might change.